Tonite the rain
seeps from the sky
in windy swells
and shower sighs,
oozing sideways
thru the grey
and slowly
watering this day
and watering me,
here, watching.you, sitting there,
on that strange bus
going…where?
Oh why’d you ride
that carriage dark,
Ah, why’d you treat
it like a lark
to ride that sterile
Mystery Train
of darkling Truth,
forgetting lessons
learned in youth…
and me, stood there,
near, watching?Your brother ran
that show, so full
of twisted fairy
tales for fools
who should know better,
don’t know worse
so they make sow’s ears
from silk purse,
intricate, smoke,
his modern show
of life and leisure,
ending bound up
in truth-mal-seizure
and me, in agony,
there,
watching.But then you turned,
you saw me there
and your face crumpled
as you stared,
and understanding
bum-rushed you
and carried you
from Timbuktu
into the truth
of you and me
and what our hearts
had knit together,
free and flesh
of flesh, and bone
of bone, you saw
me, stood,
there crying.and then your face
turned inside out
and I saw your heart
all heliotrope
and bloodstone it
did drain back towards
the skies and then
it pushed out of
your eyes, and violet
tears ran down
your cheeks as your soul
broke in both
our grief while I was
there,
there, waiting.And you ran fast
towards the door
and it did open
then, what’s more
you knelt and fell
down to your knees
and wept so bitter
in your lees
and I ran to you,
there, crying.and you on that step,
wracked with sobbing
to beat the band
and me on that
hot pavement sharp
and biting, crying
harmonic to
you sighing, and
your face covered
in tears of violet
flow somewhere
between red, blue,
purple, and grey,
like your eyes,
of velvet, violet
grey…
and then I woke
before we could speak
the words our hearts
broke to say
and never cease to say
and you were gone
midst tears…
midst tears of violet flow
and me left,
there, crying
This is beautiful and heart breaking sis ❤
Thank you, Lynda…it was a dream I had a few nights ago…sadly I was not able to truly convey the depth of feeling, hope, desperation, the sense of all things trembling on the precipice of falling into reconciliation at last…and then me woke up before even a word could be said.
I cried for hours after, Sis…hours, and I still tear up if I think of it too much.
it’s a poem drenched in the tears of my sorry soul
😦 Dreams can be so powerful and so real sometimes! ((((hugs))))
I know you said this was a feeble attempt at dealing with current realities, but I loved it. Love, love, the violet ❤