On the Shore

On the Shore

Brrr…I am a lil skert, starting this blog.  It is the very first baby step towards being out as who I really am, the me that I was born to…I am frightened, and yet so excited all at once.  I love this picture, because it shows how I have always been…gazing out, yearning, standing off to the side, there but not there…and I like that there are 3 women down in the shelter.  They represent my core support…bless you ladies who love me with your hearts!

And I love that we are all surfers in this pic…waves are toys and funland rides to surfers, skimming along on stormy waters and dancing.

I have no idea where I will be in 3 months, in a year.  I have no idea who will be in my life besides the ones who are with me, and who will be out of my life.

May God give me grace to welcome all in, and never shut any out, and then I can have peace, knowing that I have lived in integrity and shalom, and that I am literally not responsible for the choices of others.


4 thoughts on “On the Shore

  1. Was this your first post?!?
    What was that one 70s commercial? “You’ve come a long way, Baby”
    So cool to look back at this and to (maybe) have been a small part of the journey.
    Love you!

    • OMG…YES!!!! THIS was my first post!!!

      It is lower than the others, right? I am such a ditz, I thought it was that poem Sail With Me…in actuality is WAS “On the Shore”

      ohhhhh, lil mama…I dint even know you then, I dint know dani…and one of my 3 is now at a distance, one is still there, and one (heather) is someone that I dearly love and esteem and value like none other, but it is the way of therapists to eventually shove you from the nest so you fly!!

      my 3 now, you and dani and my baby my jane…and me.

      and we do, hit the beach, and hunker down, and surf the waves…

      soooo honored and blessed that you tolerate me, let alone love me enough to be in that 3…thank you thank you thank you
      you are very special to me and to this world…that i get to know you is a wonder

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