it’s been
quite a while
since i jammed
my fingers
down my throat,
nails scraping soft
tender tissues,
ripping them
into ragged
ribbons of
agony and sweet relief.
i really
don’t know
why i did that
all those years.
i cannot even
find the impulse,
the compulsion
to expiate myself
and purge me
of that void.
but now
i think
we live
in times
of cultural
bulimia
and we
binge on self
purge in guilt
bathe in shame
call it freedom.
someday
we’ll live
a life of
being not doing
or consuming
and our throats
will heal
and our song
will be sung
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